Saturday, Jul. 23, 2005
sore eyes of a jaded child
My eyes are killing me at the moment, they're so sore. They looked like i was bashed before coz of my eyeliner lol.
Mum's still not talking to me and it's been a total hell. I can't stand her. I refuse to be alone at any time with her.
Hmm i'm thinking about reading the Gossip Girl books, haven't read a book in god knows how long.
French assessment on Tuesday, English Extension Essay- Tuesday, Chemistry assignment- Monday, Physics pracs- Monday and Friday. >.<
Ok i think i'm slowly getting over Orlando Bloom now lol, i still think he's pretty cute but not as obsessed with him like before. I'm loving Ryan Gosling from The Notebook now, he seems so charming lol.
So hopeless.. it's not getting better...
"Can i keep you?" - Casper
Imaginary// by Evanescence
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming
Monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
Don't say i'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos- your reality
I know well what lies beyong my sleeping refuge
The nightmare i built my own world to escape
Swallowed up in the sound of my own screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh how long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light
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Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right? Your saturation level is very low - you have better things to do than jump headfirst into every little project. You make sure your actions are going to really accomplish something before you start because you hate wasting energy making everyone else think you're working. Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good. |